"I hear & I forget, I see & I remember. I do & I understand."
Wishes.
Friday, November 18, 2011 || 12:05 AM
TOO MUCH TO ASK? :)
XOXO
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Ugly Truth.
Tuesday, October 04, 2011 || 1:26 PM
Eventually, you just give up on everything..
Like the friends who can't keep their words,
and always having someone to go to with things,
and the thought of ever seeing you again.Then you stop people calling back,
Or they even stop calling you altogether,
then they don't bother to come around anymore.
And absolutely every bone in your body begins to ache,
every fckin second, every fckin day.XOXO
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Gudang Desain 2011.
Wednesday, September 14, 2011 || 1:51 PM
CHARLITA & FRIENDS (ON STAGE) will perform at TAMAN UPH. In front of BUILDING D. Thursday, 15th of September '11. Around 12ish :) Let's come to GUDANG DESAIN. :)
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Confession #5.
Wednesday, September 07, 2011 || 3:34 PM
XOXO
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Hey, September!
Friday, September 02, 2011 || 3:28 PM
Too much unwanted things which happened in August. So, here I am, welcoming September with a big smile on my face. Wishing this month would be much much better. :) Uni starts in 2 weeks. Gig starts in 2 weeks either. Can't wait!! Well, how did your holiday go, bloggers? Went well? Did you guys have so much fun? :)
Anyway, I had dinner with one of my closest friends last night. We talked bout many things. about LOVE, LIFE, FRIENDSHIP. Haha. Time flies kinda fast. Life's too short to be unhappy.
XOXO
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Confession #4.
Tuesday, August 23, 2011 || 3:47 PM
Hey. Hello. Holla. Everyone's getting ready for HOLIDAY. IED's BREAK is just a week away :) I bet you've watched so many movies these days. Nah, not really that much exactly. Harry Potter, Trasnformers 3, Kungfu Panda 2, Fast Five. They were AWESOME. Well, who doesn't like summer movies, right? I'm waiting for Final Destination 5 & Captain America for sure :p Well, I bought few dvds also. The Beaver, Ladda Land, etc. Never get bored with those things. Movies. Music. A simply nice escape....
So many things happened. July til August. Situations changed. Feelings changed. It's amazing how at one point in our lives we will be extremely close with someone and then later they will become a complete stranger. You will pass by them without a word. This person, who once knew you so well, who once knew your fears, who once knew your dreams, even who once knew your past. You thought they were different :) Reality knocked you out.
THOUGHT: "I'm only a human. I'm hurting pretty good and I find it hard to forgive."
REALITY: I prayed a lot these days. It's NOT EASY but I learned to forgive. I am grateful; my wounds were healed-although slowly-by God. I learned a lot. Circumstances will force us to be strong than ever, and I do believe it. :)
Have a nice day, bloggers. I need to help my mom. Baking some nastar, kaastengels, etc. Again and again. Hihihi ♥
XOXO
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Confession #3.
Monday, August 15, 2011 || 1:49 AM
XOXO
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♡
Saturday, August 06, 2011 || 2:05 AM
Jika dalam cintamu,
hatimu lebih sering terluka
daripada digembirakannya,
maka lepaskankah dia
dari genggaman penuh khawatirmu.
Jika dia memang cinta sejatimu,
dia akan kembali sebagai belahan jiwa
yang memuliakanmu.
Tapi jika dia tak pernah kembali,
maka memang dari awal
dia tak pernah direncanakan bagimu.
Hapuslah sedihmu, indahkanlah dirimu,
dan harumkanlah ruang tamu di hatimu
bagi cinta yang baru.
Mario Teguh
XOXO
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Confession #2.
Monday, August 01, 2011 || 4:55 PM
I've learned a lot these past few years. Friends aren't forever. Love doesn't always last. People walk into your life and walk right out. It happens all the time. Leaving your heart aching and your stomach empty. Making you feel tired and extremely weak. It's not the kind of sadness that overwhelmes your entire body. It's almost a sadness that you can't escape. Sometimes, you can't even sleep because the sadness is in your dreams too.
I thought it would be one of the best summer. My mind is consumed with the thought of how much easier it would be if blablabla.. if blalalala. Too many IFS, BUTS, WHYS. Damn!!
One thing i knw for sure; When you actually care for someone, their mistakes never change our feelings because it's the mind that gets angry, but the heart still cares.
I'm done with everything. Good luck with your life.
XOXO
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Safari Tour.
Wednesday, July 20, 2011 || 5:41 PM
Went to Taman Safari, Cisarua few days ago. We had family gathering there. It was fun enough. I've been tired and stressed ot these days anyway. Feeling unwell and I don't know, I just need to smile and some good sleep I guess.
XOXO
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Confession #1
Thursday, July 14, 2011 || 4:58 AM
XOXO
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Unsaid.
Tuesday, July 12, 2011 || 12:44 PM
Aku duduk menghadap jendela kaca yang cukup besar. Cukup besar dan jelas untuk mengamati setiap air hujan yang turun dan menatap mereka yang bergegas karenanya. Mereka yang sibuk berlalu lalang di luar sana. Hujan. Aku tidak suka hujan di saat yang tidak tepat. Well, siapa pula yang suka jika harus berjalan dengan kondisi pakaian basah karena terciprat air? "Kau mau pulang?" tanyanya padaku. Ia duduk di sebelahku, membuyarkan semua lamunanku. "Sekarang? Yg benar saja." Ia tersenyum, mengacak pelan rambutku. Hal kesukaannya. "Aku khan bawa payung, akan kuantar kau sampai kau mendapatkan taxi. Bagaimana?" Aku menggeleng pelan sambil menyuapkan sepotong kue coklat besar ke dalam mulutku. "Tidak usah. Aku tak perlu cepat-cepat pulang. Ngomong2, kue ini enak. Kau memang ahlinya." "Benar? Apa kau baik2 saja dengannya? Apa kalian kembali bertengkar?" Ia malah mencecarku dengan pertanyaan. Aku kembali menatap jendela sambil menyesap pelan cokelat panasku. "Kami baik2 saja." Hujan deras di luar. Pikiranku menjadi tak karuan. "Kau mencintainya khan?" "Aku rasa aku tak perlu menjawab itu. Kau tau apa yang aku rasa." "Apa dia tau kau ada di sini?" Aku menatapnya lalu menggeleng pelan. "Tidak. Dia tidak tau aku ada dimana. Aku juga tidak tau apa yang sedang dia lakukan." "Kalau begitu, kenapa kalian.." "Aku ingin mencintai dia dengan sederhana. Aku telah sampai di ujung lelahku. Aku tak ingin memaksakan apapun. Aku ingin dia bahagia. Aku ingin aku bahagia. Mungkin peranku di dalam perjalanan hidupnya hanya sebatas ini." tukasku cepat. Aku melihat arlojiku lalu kembali menyesap cokelat panas itu. "Seingatku, dua jam lagi dia akan berangkat." "Kau mau bertemu?" "Tidak. Aku tak suka menatap punggungnya. Aku tak suka melihat punggung itu menjauh dan menghilang di tengah kerumunan." Ia menggeleng tak habis pikir. "Kau khan tau, aku harus kesana. Dia memesan kueku. Kau ikut, ya?" Aku tertawa "Sampaikan saja salamku untuknya. Bilang padanya bahwa aku.. Aku harap dia baik2 saja." "Dan kau merindukannya, kau sangat kecewa, lalu.." "Aku selalu merasa dia tetap menjagaku saat aku tertidur. Aneh bukan? Aku rasa itu hanya sugesti yg terlalu lama aku tanamkan." Aku beranjak dari sofa nyaman itu. "Aku pulang dulu. Terima kasih ya atas jamuannya." "Tapi khan diluar hujan. Kau yakin mau pulang tanpa taxi?" "Tenang saja. Walaupun aku benci hujan, aku sempat tersenyum juga karena hujan telah meninggalkan kenangan indah wkt aku dan dia.. Ah sudahlah, aku pergi ya." Aku keluar kedai dgn sejuta perasaan abstrak. Hujan mulai membasahi seluruh tubuhku. Aku tetap berjalan walau tanpa payung yg melindungiku. Aku tetap melangkah walau tanpa arah.XOXO
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Saturday, July 09, 2011 || 1:50 AM
XOXO
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I miss you.
Friday, June 24, 2011 || 10:09 AM
Savannah Curtis: “The problem with time, I’ve learned, whether it’s those first two weeks I got to spend with you, or the final two months I got to spend with him, eventually time always runs out. I have no idea where you are out there in the world, John. But I understand that I lost the right to know these things long ago. No matter how many years go by, I know one thing to be as true as ever was - I’ll see you soon then.”
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A litlle escape.
Thursday, June 16, 2011 || 3:25 PM
oh. no. my grandparents had returned to Holland few days ago. i had a lovely time with 'em for sure. we spent our time together with lotsa good foods and we went to some-nice-places for 30 days. it was fun.
i do hate goodbyes. especially those tears. sooo annoying :( my opa said.. "don't be sad, ok? when there's hello, there's goodbye. we'll be back asap, girl." cheer up, chin up! :)
XOXO
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His belated birthday.
Monday, May 09, 2011 || 10:54 AM
Hellooooo, bloggers. Hello, May. It's been a while i haven't posted anything. Haha. How are you guys? Hope y'all are doin great there ;) Well. Lots of stories to tell. I don't even know where to begin. My bad. LOL. Anyway, 2 weeks ago was my bf' birthday. I sent him somethin! Glad that he liked it! He looked cute with his new GAP' hoodie ♥ He liked all of the surprises as prepared by me and his besties. They bought him a birthday cake. Wish i was there with you baby. Lieb's dich! :)
XOXO
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2 more days.
Saturday, March 19, 2011 || 12:31 PM
2 days to 20 (:
XOXO
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March-ing! :)
Saturday, March 05, 2011 || 12:55 PM
welcoming march with a big smile on my face. though it won’t be easy coz i’ll be turning to 20 without him by my side. HUHU. i meant, he couldn’t fly to indonesia as quick as that, aight? my birthday is just 16 days away =) hmmmm. time flies kinda fast. that’s GOOD! 4 months to go. we’ll make it through babe..
xoxo
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20 white roses :)
Tuesday, January 25, 2011 || 10:51 PM
He's just too good to be true. Apparently he knows me too well :)
XOXO
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Rapunzel.
Thursday, January 20, 2011 || 2:14 PM
"I love you so much."
"I love you more."
"I love you most."
It sounded too cuteeee! GAHHHH. I watched Rapunzel few days ago. Where's my Flynn? LOL :P This movie was so cute! Funny and sooo entertaining. 8/10 :D :DAnyways, tomorrow would be a super duper great friday ever. I've been waiting for 3 weeks. Can't wait any longer. Someone's leaving Germany =) It's gonna be really fun. Next month, February would be the best yet the saddest month ever since he'll be back there. Aiyaaaaa :(
Chill, Charlita! Just chill. I MISSS YOUUUUUUU. I can't wait for tomorrow.. like seriously. ZOMG!
XOXO
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