"I hear & I forget, I see & I remember. I do & I understand."
Welcome to the world, Harrison. #2
Monday, October 10, 2011 || 8:20 PM

XOXO
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Welcome to the world, Harrison.
Monday, October 03, 2011 || 12:05 PM





He looks soooo cute :3
It would be one of the best months i guess. Welcoming October with a big smile on my face. My new cousin was born!! Happy birthday, dear! He's name is Harrison :) He's so adorable like SERIOUSLY. He's mixed. Half Chinese Indonesian & half Texas. LOL.
There are many birthdays this month. My 2 cousins, my uncle which is Harrison's dad, my mommy, my grandpa. OMG.
XOXO
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Reality.
Monday, September 26, 2011 || 3:22 PM
I think this what's wrong in the world: .....
No one says what they really feel. They always hold it inside. They are sad; but they don't cry.
They are happy; but they don't dance or sing.
They are angry; but they don't scream.
Because if they do, they feel ashamed and that's the worst feeling in the world.
So everyone walks with their heads down, and no one sees how beautiful the sky is. =(
XOXO
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Galau.
Saturday, September 10, 2011 || 3:01 AM
3.14 am. Still damn awake.
Last time I checked, gw galau itu sekitar..
Ya kemarin malem.
.....
Hehehe. Gara-gara kebanyakkan nonton dvd drama Korea nih. Kampret. Susah lah, namanya cewek. Siapa yang ga suka liat film soal cinta-cintaan? Cowoknya ganteng, baik hati, terus ya gitu deh. Sempurna. Cerita super unyu. Yang muter-muternya juga disitu-situ aja. Mau ribet kayak gimana juga, ujung-ujungnya tetep aja ada jalan buat kisah cinta mereka. Balik lagi, yaaa namanya juga film. :p
Well, mata gw perih sebenernya. Capek abis latihan. Tapi gak bisa tidur. Jadi ceritanya 5 hari lagi which is 15 SEPTEMBER, band gw manggung di OPENING PARTY GUDANG DESAIN, UPH. Untuk detailnya boleh check di twitter @CharNfriends atau @GudangDesainUPH atau buka link http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?v=10150311837332140 :) Gw manggung sekitar jam 12.20. Jadi buat temen-temen blogger yang free, coba aja dateng ya. Sekalian bisa kopi darat-#bahasagueedisijadul-sambil nyanyi2.
Yah, siapa tau nanti ketemu cowok ganteng, pinter, baik hati, suka menolong, rajin menabung... Terus.. *HOAHMMMMMM* Udah ah nge-khayalnya. Ngantuk. Good night everyone! :)
XOXO
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feeling so BLUE.
Thursday, February 24, 2011 || 1:47 PM
yeah. he had returned to Germany last night. for God’s sake. i never thought it would be this hard. i wish either i was there with him or i wish he could stay. i fell asleep while hugging his jacket last night. it made me super sad. actually, this last 1 month was sooo wonderful. he made me happy. we’ve met once every 2 days. we talked, we hugged, we kissed, we laughed, we looked at each other. we were singing, we held hands. we watched some movies, we’ve been eating lots of good food! we've had a ROMANTIC VALENTINE's DAY! we’ve been talking about stupid jokes, we’ve been talking about sweet things, we’ve been talking on the phone for hours every night even when he just got back from my house :’)
talking with him is like an addiction, we never run out of things to say.
he’s not only a boyfriend but a very bestfriend, my soulmate who was always willing to be a loyal listener when I needed. thank you babe. you’ve made me feel loved ♥ you’ve made me feel wanted. it’s really hard to saw you leave, but i believe you’ll come back.
i’ll see you in 5 months. love you.
XOXO
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080910 ♥
Wednesday, September 08, 2010 || 10:37 PM





Hi there. Happy 080910 people! How was ur Wednesday? 2 days till Lebaran. It's Holiday! LOL. I went to Pim with my momma, grandparents and also my younger sista today. We did a lil shoppin at Batik Keris PIM 2, we had lunch over there. It was fun ;)
Well, I'm sorry bloggers, i've been busy lately; busy with my grandparents and also with my new band. We did a cover for some songs, and we'll upload it to youtube soon. I'll update later. Groetjes!
XOXO
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Watch out!!
Monday, August 23, 2010 || 3:54 PM
Sebenarnya lg ngga mood buat update. *terlihat dari bahasa yang gw pakai sekarang khan yah?* tapi rasanya gw perlu numpahin sedikit unek-unek disini.
Pernah ngga sih lo nemuin satu cowok dan berubah menjadi psycho dalam waktu satu minggu kenal - yang secara sadar, dia tau bahwa dia bukan cowok lo. sekali lagi BUKAN cowok lo - tapi dia udah ngerasa kayak gitu. Setiap bgn tidur, harus ngabarin dia, mau mkn ngabarin, mau pipis mandi ngabarin, mau pergi ngabarin. Gw ngga bales sms dikit, lgs di sms bertubi-tubi *ngalahin CE I EN TE A nya The Bagindas* "kamu kmana? knp ga bls? hello?" then lo ga angkat tlpnya lgs dicecer dgn pertanyaan-pertanyaan LEBAY. And i'm soooooooo sick with those freakin things. EWWWWWWW. Helllooooo? Siapa lo? -___-"
Ps: Cowok ini bukan cowok yang sering gw ceritain di post sebelumnya.
Awalnya gw pikir dia emang gitu orangnya, tapi lama-lama jd lebay. Berlebihan. Too much. Gw udah bilang kalo gw ngga suka cara dia. Gw bukan cewek dia, tapi kenapa dia jd ngatur dan gw harus selalu laporan? Eh dia dengan santai malah bilang kalo gw negative thinking. WADDAFUDGE?! Dia bilang kalo dia ngga mengharuskan untuk ngebales semua perhatian dia. Ya emang ga mengharuskan sih, cuma kalo sms lo ga dibales paling lo bakal nelvonin gw sampe hape gw lowbatt. Dan betenya setiap kali dia telvon, gw cuma disuruh dengerin dia ngoceh ini itu. Gw mau ngomong aja ga dikasih kesempatan. He's sick!!!!!
Untungnya gw dah bilang sama dia "gw ngga suka dengan cara lo, gw ngerasa terganggu. lo buat gw takut. sooo, could you please leave me alone?" dan dia dengan lebaynya meng-update status twitter & fb selayak abege labil, dengan status-status yang ngga kalah labilnya. Oh crap. Watch out, girls.
XOXO
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World Cup 2010.
Saturday, June 12, 2010 || 10:52 PM

Zakumi is a jolly, self-confident, adventurous, spontaneous, and actually quite shrewd little fellow. He loves to perform and always follows his instinct and intuition, yet sometimes has the tendency to exaggerate a bit. You will often find him fooling about and teasing people but not in a mean way. He is warm-hearted and caring, and wants to make as many friends as possible.
It seems like everyone had a WORLD CUP fever since friday. South africa were stuck with same score against Mexico. Uruguay vs France survive with 0 score. South Korea won the game againts Greece with 2-0. and Argentina has just won the match againts Nigeria, 1-0. It was fun, unfortunately I don't really enjoy those match(s) since two days ago because I was sick. I can't eat rice since last few days. My stomach felt very sick. Felt like wanna throw up but i can't. Please pray for me.. :'( Have a nice weekend bloggers.
XOXO
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crazy little things.
Thursday, June 10, 2010 || 9:59 AM
I believe there's Jesus hand who sets every life in this world, therefore we never really fell. Did you know.. I'm feeling vulnerable tonight. I felt during my life, I didn't do something that could be called "successful" or it just called dissatisfied? Actually, the meaning of a "success" is different to everyone. There are people who should try so hard to achieve it, there are people who already had the opportunity along with readiness for success, but there are also people who have the luck factor. While for myself, i've gotta try two or three times harder to reach 'em. I can't always have what i want and i better deal with that fact. Actually I don't really believe in fate, but I'm starting to feel kinda hopeless. I knw there must be hope in GOD, I have to keep stepping. I believe everyone has their own way of life. I wish i could achieve success one day before my parents left the world. My older sister has managed to boast both of my parents, my little sister was on the way there.. :') I feel ironic when someone who already has everything in life, but he/she never grateful. I'm grateful even with these imperfections, but sometimes i feel depressed because I can't do what I should do. Yeah, sometimes.
"There a lot of X factors out there. One of them = LUCK. We can't control our luck. We can only do what our best."
XOXO
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dear, everyone.
Saturday, April 24, 2010 || 6:19 PM
Kinda shocked. Suddenly, i've got a msg from father in rome this morning. He asked me "How are you? Hope ur doin good there." And i replied it with this face :'( "Am okay, Father. Thanks." I knw, I've been lied. I'm not okay. My moods really messed up. I had an annoying headache. SHOOT! Life's so cruel. I've become sooo sensitive lately. Pheewwww. Tired. Too much problem that i had. Sometimes i feel like i can't stand with it. But i know GOD leads us. He'll never leave me.Anyway, i just watched Dear John. I've cried myself. A lot. Sounds too much eh? Whatever. I like their romantic yet sad story. So touching. And Channing Tatum was soo charming.
what would you do with a letter that changed everything?
“I finally understood what true love meant…love meant that you care for another person’s happiness more than your own, no matter how painful the choices you face might be” -
Nicholas Sparks
Savannah:
Did you ever notice how big the moon is when it’s rising and how little it gets when it’s up in the sky?John:
You know, it’s just the perspective. It actually doesn’t matter where it is in the sky or where you are in the world, if you hold your hand up and close one of your eyes, it’s never bigger than your thumb.
p.s: dear, you. it's been a year. time flies soo fast. am i right?
XOXO
SIGN OUT!
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job fair~
Friday, April 23, 2010 || 8:36 PM
BUILD D, PELITA HARAPAN UNIVERSITY :D
FRIDAY, 23rd APRIL 2010.
9AM till 2PM

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beatles night,
Tuesday, April 20, 2010 || 2:53 PM
yesterday, i went to eka hospital to visit my aunt then accompanied my older sist to check her eyes. after that, i had dinner with my family @ Summarecon. apparently there was a beatles night. many senior musicians there! cool. i really love the euphoria :P i've seen many communities are wearing t-shirts beatles last nite. they sang and danced. lol. then suddenly there was Ikmal. He's the drummer of THE ROCK. he's very talented and I admit that he is one of the best drummer in Indonesia. He has been really amaze an audience with his solo drum last night. I watched their performance while enjoying starbucks and cheesecake. then we left and got home around 1 am.
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miss him badly.
Monday, April 19, 2010 || 12:19 AM
DEAR, MY LOVELY COUSIN!!! :'(




It's been 7 years.. GOSH.xxSIGN OUT!
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little sadness.
Saturday, April 17, 2010 || 10:46 PM
I went to church today. I've talked a lot to GOD. just so you know, i've spent my saturday night with my family. we had dinner together, talked, laughed. and we've been watching a lot of good films since friday - i will tell you on the next post i guess -
How i love them anyway. Yaa, i really do. Then i've got a bad news about few hours ago. My lovely uncle had a hard time, because his wife had to go back to hospital. Keep praying and hope she has recovery soon. SUCKS :'( It ruins my mood. But i still believe, GOD's never too late. Isn't it?
well, who doesn't anyway? huff..have a nice weekend bloggers!xxSIGN OUT!
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yeah.
Thursday, April 15, 2010 || 6:46 PM

Have you ever feel bored with your daily routine? LOL! :P
XOXO
SIGN OUT!
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curhat colongan?
Wednesday, April 14, 2010 || 6:08 PM
gw kangen nyanyi. kangen ngejamm. kangen manggung. kangen ke studio. belakangan ini sepertinya smua sibuk dgn rutinitas masing" gitu. sampe akhirnya ngelupain satu tujuan. ngelupain visi dan misi.
i had a great conversation wif one of music producer through facebook last night. it was fun. dia minta gw buat kirimin contoh suara. sooo gw kirim. berhubung dia lg sibuk, jd hr ini belum ngobrol lg. dia punya band juga. dia songwriter, singer, dll. musiknya asik banget. liriknya bagus.
anyway, nyanyi itu bukan cuma sekedar hobi biasa buat gw. gw pengen seriuss di bidang ini. sayangnyaaa gw belum punya lagu sendiri, itu yang jadi masalah kenapa blm nyoba ngirim ke label. tapi jangan tanya not balok yaaa, coz gw bener" buta! LOL. gw ngga pernah les, jd selama ini belajar otodidak. alat musik yang gw bisa cuma rebana gitar. itupun basic ajaa kog :P
pertanyaan yang sering mereka tanyain ke gw: "kenapa ga ngeksis di youtube?"
dan inilah jawaban yang selalu gw jawab: "soalnyaa gw ga bisa ngiringin diri gw sendiri, kalo pake minus one or karaoke rasanya kurang gimana gitu."
so sampai saat ini gw masih nyari partner yang bisa diajak seru. iyaa, di youtube maksudnya :P okay, i'm signing off now, mau makan dl aaaah. happy dinner bloggers!


Pizza Marzano for my dinner :P
XOXO
SIGN OUT!
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it called refreshing.
Sunday, April 11, 2010 || 11:55 AM
i spent my saturday wif my sisters. we bought lots of snacks and good dvds. yeah, it was kinda fun. sometimes spend time at home with family is more fun than going to the mall aimlessly.. (:how was your weekend bloggers?
i'm addicted to two things;
Gossip Girls and Caramel Frappe :D
"If you love someone, set him free. If you have to stalk him, he probably wasn't yours in the first place.."
yaa, i just watched it yesterday. hehe. i know its kinda late -___- when i saw Steve, i was like "My god, he's soooo damn cool!" ahaha. I've liked Badley Cooper for a long time anyway :P

Summary: Rizvan Khan, a Muslim suffering from Asperger’s Syndrome marries a Hindu woman, Mandira. The 9/11 attacks causes Mandira to question the principles of Islam leading to a huge fight, the outcome of which is Rizvan’s departure. Rizvan feels that the only way to win Mandira back is to clear his name. Thus, he sets off on a journey to meet President Obama and tell him “My name is Khan, and I am not a terrorist”.
(Just finished watching MNIK, and I'm so speechless about this movie. So touching.. Recommended! :')
actually there are some more films that I want to watch, especially Remember me. I've been waiting so long for that movie. lets see, hopefully i could watch it this weekend. alright! happy sunday bloggers! God bless ;) xxSIGN OUT!Labels: daily me., movie., stuffs
someday.
Friday, April 09, 2010 || 4:06 PM
Maybe I know, somewhere. Deep in my soul, That love never lasts. And we've got to find other ways. To make it alone. Keep a straight face.The Only Exception ~ Paramore.
I always pray for every person who has been happy now. I also try to always forgive people who have hurt me. This is Life. Too much painful. Too much drama. But in the end, i tried to believe again with someone. I was tired. Then i gave up. I'm still young! still many opportunities. But not now. Yeah, maybe someday...XOXOSIGN OUT!
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lazy monday!
Monday, April 05, 2010 || 4:17 PM
after busy with Holy Week, we're finally back to our daily routine on Monday. hellyeah! anyway, yesterday I met my little friend at church. his family and my family are very close. then I met my ex when I was a junior, LOL! he received the sacrament of baptism. i didn't wanna say hello to him actually, but he's the one who first greeted me :Phis girlfriend doesn't like me. especially when she looked at me. oh come on. perhaps she realized that he was my ex-boyfriend. ahaha.
wif one of my bestie (:

Holy Altar @ St. Barnabas~

statue of Mother Marry ^^
oh yaaa, I'm disappointed with one of my church friend. He was a man but more annoying than a woman. Yeah, I went to church with him and other friends during the three holy days, but he's ruin my mood. arghhh. I prayed silently and apologize to God. (I asked GOD, "wish i could forgive those who intend evil to me, amen") last week was a difficult weekend for me. really :'( how's yours?XOXOSIGN OUT!Labels: daily me.
easter 2010.
Sunday, April 04, 2010 || 12:37 AM
dear my friends,
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