yeah. he had returned to Germany last night. for God’s sake. i never thought it would be this hard. i wish either i was there with him or i wish he could stay. i fell asleep while hugging his jacket last night. it made me super sad. actually, this last 1 month was sooo wonderful. he made me happy. we’ve met once every 2 days. we talked, we hugged, we kissed, we laughed, we looked at each other. we were singing, we held hands. we watched some movies, we’ve been eating lots of good food! we've had a ROMANTIC VALENTINE's DAY! we’ve been talking about stupid jokes, we’ve been talking about sweet things, we’ve been talking on the phone for hours every night even when he just got back from my house :’)

talking with him is like an addiction, we never run out of things to say.

he’s not only a boyfriend but a very bestfriend, my soulmate who was always willing to be a loyal listener when I needed. thank you babe. you’ve made me feel loved ♥ you’ve made me feel wanted. it’s really hard to saw you leave, but i believe you’ll come back.