I believe there's Jesus hand who sets every life in this world, therefore we never really fell. Did you know.. I'm feeling vulnerable tonight. I felt during my life, I didn't do something that could be called "successful" or it just called dissatisfied? Actually, the meaning of a "success" is different to everyone. There are people who should try so hard to achieve it, there are people who already had the opportunity along with readiness for success, but there are also people who have the luck factor. While for myself, i've gotta try two or three times harder to reach 'em. I can't always have what i want and i better deal with that fact. Actually I don't really believe in fate, but I'm starting to feel kinda hopeless. I knw there must be hope in GOD, I have to keep stepping. I believe everyone has their own way of life. I wish i could achieve success one day before my parents left the world. My older sister has managed to boast both of my parents, my little sister was on the way there.. :') I feel ironic when someone who already has everything in life, but he/she never grateful. I'm grateful even with these imperfections, but sometimes i feel depressed because I can't do what I should do. Yeah, sometimes.