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My name is CHARLITA. Pronounced similar to "KARLITA." I'm a simple 20 years old girl who likes Writing and Singing.
I'm in love with Music,Great Movies and Good novels. I'm addicted to STARBUCKS and CHOCOLATE.
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lebay-est =='
Wednesday, September 02, 2009 || 1:07 AM
i'm sorry to you. i didn't mean to hurt you at all actually. but i know this is the best way for us. don't be overacting like that please. now i know that GOD is sooo love me. HE show me the "truth of you" (: goodbye. forget about me. and once again. i'm sorry.
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a little note to someone yang menurut gw penting bgt disampaikan padanya. dan sekarang dia lg menjadi seorang cowok yang lemah tak berdaya - seakan dunia besok mau kiamat aja - dan seakan gw adalah orang paling jahat tak berperasaan sedunia. darn!
okay. pertanyaan gw skrg adalah : what is the most BOCOR-EST website in the world?and website that makes you a KEPO person to other's life? great. say it out loud!!FACEBOOK for sure.
setiap jam dia meng-update statusnya.. yapp. berbau broken heart smua. fine. gw mengerti banget. gw bukan seorang cewek yang ngga punya hati. yang sepertinya jahat banget menolak "cinta" dia.. :( toh juga ini karna KESALAHAN TOLOL yang dia buat sendiri. dan gw merasa bahwa Tuhan Yesus sayang banget sama gw.. *by the way, this is not about my dudud yaa.. this is about a different person!!*
IYA BANGET kalo itu emang hak dia mau update apapun d fbnya, tapi gw jd semakin ngerasa ga enak hati.. :( gw sepertinya ngebuat dia jadi tanpa harapan banget. well? masa iya dia bilang dia ngga mau makan, ngga mau tidur, ngga bisa ngapa-ngapain, and ngerasa kalo this time is the worst life ever. its just too over right? x(
gw juga tau persis apa rasanya patah hati. everyone did. cm yang bikin gw males itu, cara ngancem-ngencem dan laporan dia. bilang males makan lah, males tidur, cm bisa ngerokok, dan lain lain. hueeee? masa cowok kayak gitu? ckckc. gw baru pernah nemuin cowok sampe selebay ini. you know, setiap kali gw ignore cowok, rasanya takut karma deh. huhuh.
yah gimana juga gw tetep anggep lo temen. dan cuma bisa sebatas itu. maaf yaaaa...
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pheeewww. uda jm 2 pagi, kpala gw ud pusing banget x( mau bobo rasanyaa. oyaaa, lg ujan loh disini.. hr ini udah janji sm dudud buat ngga tdr terlalu pagi, so tampaknya gw harus coba tdr skrg. good nite all.