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terselamatkan..
Sunday, March 29, 2009 || 6:02 PM

finally we're both talk on the phone. more less about 2 hours. im crying on the phone. well. he was crying too. he ask me to stay. he ask me "why did you say that? why did u say that u wanna leave me?"
he said that he loves me. he said that he wanna marry me later. GOSH. what happen?

td slm d telvon rasanya gw bengek deh. capek nangis. huks. mata gw aja skrg bengkak. bkn mslh gw ngga mu ngertiin dia yg ngga dtg kmrn. bkn krn dia ngga dtg kmrn jd gw lgs ambil kputusan untuk pisah. tp rasanya byk hal yg numpuk d diri gw yg susah untuk gw sampein k dia. gw tau, cowok itu kalo ngga d kasih tau y ngga akan pernah tau apa yg kita mau. memang mereka tercipta seperti itu. gw sedih bgt. setiap gw mikir kalo gw syg dia, tp kenyataan ngga menyetujui itu. gw jg tau memang ngga akan ada pasangan yg sempurna. sempurna seperti apa yg kita mau. tp gw pgn menyayangi dia yg ngga sempurna dgn cara yg sempurna. begitu juga dia k gw. gw berharap seperti itu. gw tau dia tipe orang yg tertutup. dia susah untuk nyampein apa yg dia rasa. tp akhirnya dia bilang kalo dia cinta bgt sm gw dan berharap untuk hidup brg dia. pemikiran dia bukan hanya masa2 pacaran saat ini. tp udah sampai tahap masa depan. ya. rumah tangga.

okay. mgkn menurut kalian ini terlalu dini untuk d bahas. tp satu hal, gw bahagia. itu artinya dia serius. dan gw harap itu ngga hanya janji d mulut.. ^^
td gw bnr2 ngebahas apa yg selama ini jd akar pait dlm hubungan kita. yaa. masalah beda pemikiran dan beda pemahaman. itu wajar. tp dia pgn dan berharap kita mau sama2 berubah dan berjuang, pertahanin hubungan ini sampai d depan ALTAR. dia sedih setiap kali gw bilang "maybe im not the one for you.." pdhl kenyataannya dia selalu bilang ini sm gw "im sure that ure the one. ure my future wife. and i wanna spend my whole life with you.."

guys, gw ngga pnh mau dia sakit atau terluka. gw pgn dia bahagia. dia bahagia, gw ikut bahagia, tp kalo dia sakit ato terluka, gw jauh lebih terluka. gw tau dia mencintai gw dgn caranya sendiri. tp jujur, gw masih blm terbiasa dgn caranya. gw mau ngertiin dia. gw mau mengerti bgmn cara menghadapi dia. tulus. tanpa byk nuntut.

skrg ujan mayan deres, dia bilang dia mau ktm gw. jd dia skrg lg on the way. gw ud ngga sabar pgn meluk dia. maafin aku ya di, aku sayang kamu.. aku harap kita bisa sm2 berubah.

wish me luck guys. yeah. for both.

SMOOCH (:

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